I wish blender would just tell me to kill myself instead of sabotaging my every attempt to make myself happy and driving me to that point, stop wasting my fucken time and all that yknow

this is the only thing i've got going for me this is the only reason I have to live I don't want to put up with some fuckin' invisible yo-kai messing with my computer and suddenly making all the important buttons on the only animation software I have access to dissapear, people who say they enjoy this shit are FUCKING lying i know what you are you're miserable just like me

Why isn't it working this should literally be the easiest part

I'm trying to figure out how to properly add colour to my animation on blender and it looks like it's going to take just as long if not longer than the animation itself

so

?? idk i'll figure it out I've been going completely off a single tutorial if i just got off my ass and found another one specifically about colour i'll probably be fine

I'll only take CONSTRUCTIVE CRITISISM or mean critisizn that makes a good point but i think we know which one i prefer

I'd really like to voice-act for my animations but most of my ideas consist of talking really loudly and I have neighbours so I guess we'll just see what happens

I ain't even fully figured out how to animate yet (and by that I mean I'm not 100% confident about colouring things in and adding backgrounds, I've got most of the other stuff down) I shouldn't think so far ahead all the time

When I figure out how to properly colour my animations and import backgrounds into Blender, I'll be GOD!!! I'll be able to make ANYTHING I DAMN WELL PLEASE!!!!! Those corny dumb stupid music videos I imagine in my head while I listen to music on walks or in the car will come to LIFE, and they'll only be SLIGHTLY worse than what I envisioned! I FINALLY HAVE SOME FORM OF TALENT! You know how LONG I've been waiting?! I'VE FINALLY MADE IT! I GOT A decent review on my first animation AND MY HEavily biased friend told me he loves the WIP I'm currently working on, I CAN SEE IN TO MY FUGUTURE

I only use Blender because adobe is't compatomble on my laptop even though it's got an rtx sticker on it (which i assume means SOMETHING) but i'm not sure about what people think about blender on this website because i've been here for all of three seconds an i don't know how things work but everyone on here seems to use adobe so idk

nobody's going to see this

ever feel like your stuffed animals are watchig you? Cut their fucking eyes out, chidrens movie style

carreer is over